Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Friday, June 10, 2011

LETTERS to JULIET (2010)

Sophie's reply to Claire on her letter for Juliet:


Dear Claire,


"What" and "if" are two words as nonthreatening
as words can be. But put
them together side-by-side and they
have the power to haunt you for the
rest of your life: ‘What if?'..."

I don't know how your story ended.
But I know that if what you felt
then was true love - then
it's never too late.
If it was true
then it why wouldn't it be true
now? You need only the courage to
follow your heart.

"I don't know what a love like Juliet's
feels like... a love to leave loved
ones for, a love to cross oceans
for... but I'd like to believe if I
ever felt it. I'd have the courage
to seize it. I hope you had the
courage to seize it.



And Claire,  if you didn't, I hope one
day that you will."


All my Love,
Juliet

Friday, May 20, 2011

The lady in her black floral skirt.

These past days, lagi akong nasa Makati, specifically sa Pasong Tamo, pati na rin sa Buendia, because of my OJT in Wyeth Philippines. Pumapasok ako ng 7:30 AM at umuuwi ako ng 7:30 PM din. Araw-araw ganun, hanggang sa, one time sa pag-uwi ko, may na-meet ako, isang taong alam kong hindi ko na ulit makikita... mapwera na lang kung sadyain ng tadhana. Yie. Kilig. haha.

Ganto kasi ang nangyare, 7:30 sakto sa Bundy Clock, nag-out ako sa Wyeth. Sumakay na ko ng Jeep papunta sa PRC Buendia, dun kasi ako sasakay ng PVP Liner pabalik ng Sta. Mesa.

Eh di bumaba na ako sa Buendia Cor. Chino Roces (FYI pareho at iisa na po ang Chino Roces at Pasong Tamo ngayon). Habang naghihintay ako ng dadaan na PVP, nakita ko tong babaeng medyo chinita, maputi, medyo maliit pero cute, rosy lips, medyo curly hair, at baby face. In short, maganda sya. Parang Kim Chui. :) Akala ko pa nga, Chinese sya. Syempre ako, nahihiya din naman ako na matagal tumingin, baka sabihin manyak ako. >.< Nakapalda sya, corporate attire, pero floral ang palda nya, medyo mataas sa tuhod ang length kaya prone to accident ---> (para sa mga driver na ma-silawin sa legs, hahaha!) at black ang blouse nya. :) Maganda ang ayos nya, disente tingnan.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Another Valentine's Day has passed.

16 years na… never had a girlfriend.

Yan ang hirap kase sa mga katulad kong torpe.. hindi masabi ung feelings nila sa babaeng napupusuan. Siguro takot lang ako sa rejection.

Lalo na sa katulad kong mababa na nga ang self-esteem, baka lalo pa bumaba.. mahirap na, baka maging EMO na akong tuluyan.. hehe..

We all know, "being single is not being for anyone.. but for being with everyone.." --- DAW.. waah.. syempre palusot yan ng mga hindi matanggap ng single pa rin sila till now.. haha.

pero sa bagay.. totoo naman.. if you have a relationship with the opposite sex, diba parang may limit ang wants.. like. bawas oras sa DOTA, bawal vices, bawal friendship sa ibang girl o boy, dapat aral muna, et cetera.. hmm.. palagay nyo?? pero may point din naman ung mga in a relationship.. haha.. syempre iba pa rin yung may nagcacare.. may nakakaalala, may nagmamahal.. diba?

para sa mga walang kadate ngayun.. hayaan nyo na.. sigurado naman punuan ang mga resto at mga park.. saka, ipanuod nyo na lang ng sine with your family.. or pede ring , just stay at home at matulog.. nakapagpahinga ka pa..

alam nyo, hindi naman “WEAKNESS” ng isang tao kung wala syang karelasyon.. siguro, may kanya kanya lang tayung priority sa buhay, kaso nga lang sa iba, lovelife nauuna.. sa iba naman studies.. or work.. pero sabi nga, may oras at lugar para sa lahat ng bagay.. kung di mo pa oras para dun.. pagpasensyahan mo na muna.. darating ka din dun..

sa mga couples.. go on.. tingnan naten ang itatagal nyo!.. waaah.. ang bitter ko naman.. hehe..

at saka.. ako na lang, for example.. ive never been in a relationship.. i just cant tell her wat i really feel for her.. masyado na nga ata ako takot, pero balang araw naman masasabi ko din un.. di lang siguro sa ngayon..

eh kase ang nililigawan ko pa ngaun at nililigawan ng karamihan ay si UNO.. mas nakakalungkot kung si SINGKO ang sumalo.. diba diba?

cheer up na.. valentines isn't just for couples.. its for everyone who loves and being loved.. kaya it is for everyone..



HAPI VALENTINE’s DAY sa lahat! :)

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Mga bagay na importante sa buhay.

Haay, ang bilis talaga ng panahon.

Matatapos na si 2008. Time to welcome 2009! :)

Have a better LIFE but do not change the way it is really meant to be.

It’s been a while din, and now, were still on the roll struggling this second semester of our First year.
More quizzes to come,
More recitation to prepare for and
More pressure to encounter.

Pero hindi lang studies ang buhay. Maybe we are all busy sa paghahasa ng kaalaman sa course na kinuha naten, pero hindi lang naman un ang dapat nateng alagaan eh, because in life, there are 3 things we should look at with… these are: GOD, Family and Friends.

Why God?

Siguro naman alam natin lahat na WE ARE NOTHING WITHOUT HIM… and that’s it! Sabi ko nga sa isa kong comment sa blog ng kaibigan ko, “Maybe your friends know your problems alone, but God knows everything..” , na kahit na ipagsambulat pa natin ang problema natin sa iba, Siya pa rin ang nakakaalam kung gaano tayo nasasaktan o nasisiyahan sa buhay natin. Agree!? Hmmm.., At ska, sa studies naten, hindi ba’t mas naging malapit tau sa kanya nitong college cause we keep on praying na ipasa tau sa mga tests natin in our courses? Pero sana, kung gano tayu magdasal sa kanya para humingi ng pabor, dapat MAS marami ang dasal ng thanksgiving naten sa lahat ng blessings we are receiving from HIM.

God is an invisible soul.

All invisible soul always stays besides us.

Therefore, God always stays beside us.

Why Family?

From our psych class, we learned na ang pamilya ang sentro ng pagkatao naten – kung ano man tayo ngayon ay may epekto sa karanasan naten with our family, kaya don’t ever blame yourself with why you act that way, kase nasa foundation mo yan nung bata ka pa. Hindi rin naman tama na basta mo na lang hayaan ang mga problemang nararansan ninyo within ur family, kaya nga sabi ni Lilo ng Lilo and Stitch – “Ohana means family, Family means nobody gets left behind… or forgotten.” Dapat as a member of it, you must work out to overcome ALL trials that come in ur lives at dapat walang iwanan, at laging may suporta from each other.

Kung iniisip mo na “hayaan mo na sila… aus lang!, di bale ng puro problema kami ngayon, basta ang saken, makatpos ng studies at makapagbuo ng sarili kong pamilya” and promising na you wont make this problems happen again with the family your gonna live with.. I tell you… you wont be happy as you expect it. Alam mo kung baket?.. Kasi nakatatak na sa dugo mo na may maiiwan kang pamilya na kinalakihan mo at kung saan ka nabuo, at hindi mo matitiis na hindi sila balikan dahil sila ang UGAT ng iyong pagkatao. (very inspiring diba?! )

Why Friends?

Sa kabila ng lahat, hindi lang pamilya ang lagi mong kinakapitan at kinukuhaan ng lakas ng loob, kasi sa paglabas mo pa lang ng bahay, may mga taong mamemeet mo at makakasama mo sa ibat ibang activities sa labas – they are your friends. Sa college life naten, all of us will meet new people to live with, and hindi ganun kadali un sa mga taong first time na makaranas ng transferring to another school. (like me!) kaya ang tendency nila (or namen) is still to rely on the people you've known before, kase para sayo (samen), stable na ang trust na ibinibigay mo sa kanila compared to those people na your getting to know well pa. I guess it's normal (but im getting used to it). At saka, sa college, wala pa ata akong nakikilala na hindi kalianman nakikikopya ng assignment or even humingi lang ng tulong from their classmates. Kasi sabi nga, “sino pa bang magtutulungan, kundi tayo-tayo rin lang,.”. Without them, your totally half-dead.

Why is there no LOVELIFE?

(kase wala ako nun ! .. haha.. baka di lang ako makarelate.. JOKE!)

Syempre hindi na to mawawala sa kabataan natin ngaun. Pero let me tell you this, our age (16-19), mas normal ang walang GF/BF, kase according to studies DAW, ang age na nagrerange sa gantong mga age normally focuses on studies muna, and kung may relationship to form, it should be friends or just M.U. haha.. o diba.. kaya wag na magwori kung single. (Pero hindi din. :( haha kinontra sarili eh no? )

“Singleness does not mean having no one, rather its having close to everyone…”

Have fun with every minute of your life!

Give time and fairness on each of these factors..

And you’ll have a healthy life.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Me, My Girl and My Buddy.

“I want your bright smiles back, both of you...”, said Me.



Me is a simple and kind guy in nature. He is more of a brainy type than being sports-oriented, he loves to be in groups and he wants his friends to laugh especially when it is because of his crazy jokes. He is considered as one of the “class clowns” in the class. But when it comes to studies, Me is really serious because he has a goal in life that he would like to attain. He always try to balance things, especially in studying and bonding with his friends. But sometimes, he can’t go out with his friends because he choses his family over them always. Me is getting used to this kind of situation. These days, he can bond with his friends, balance his studies and have time with his family.

My Girl is a slightly kikay type who loves texting, you would see her texting most of the time – proves how sweet she is to anyone. She has a great smile that capture every guy’s heart especially Me’s. My Girl is a very caring person, and she would make friends with anyone. She loves also to laugh and bond with her friends, and mostly be the one to start the party. She would be there if someone needs her but only if she can handle it. She is really good in dancing and can perform well in class. Maybe sometimes, you can see her sad, but she knows that she can overcome it by her own. That’s My Girl!

My Buddy, a very gentlemen guy of the batch, he is a very strong person despite many trials in his life. He perform well in class, good in drawing and is a good son. He is a silent-type person in a crowd, but shares himself to others when in small groups. My Buddy is very serious when it comes to love life, studies, and family. He can even break into tears, but he can manage by himself like My Girl does. He is talented in singing and playing the guitar. He may be quiet, but he is sweet and caring to anyone.

For years, me and My Girl became close friends, they can be seen together exchanging ideas and stories about their lives. Me always wants to be there for My Girl, but My Girl have many friends to talk with also, and so Me can’t have much time for My Girl. Sometimes, me will say deep things about their relationship, while My Girl will just treat those things as jokes. Me would say he loves her, but My Girl would answer “as a friend” then laugh…, while Me breaking into pieces.

Until, the time came, during their matured age, being drunk and in an uncontrollable situation, Me told My Girl that everything he said about his love for My Girl were not jokes, that they were all true. 

Suddenly, My Girl was shocked and puzzled. And with confusion, she left Me alone and leave. Me really felt sad of what had happened.

Through thick and thin, My Buddy is the one Me always calls for help, even about their greatest secrets -- they knew each other really well. They are always there for each other. Some nights, they are sharing ideas about life on Me’s house. They will also talk about their past experiences as well as their classmates. Me always supports My Buddy in everything he does, especially when it comes to problems, me is always there for him. My Buddy always let Me become a better person, he would even teach new things for Me, letting me realize that life is not just studying, rather, we should have time to let ourselves be happy. In return, Me will give advices to My Buddy about his love life, studies and family. It is such a give and take pattern. They are became really best of friends.

My Buddy and My Girl were good friends during their high school days. Even now, they are always together almost every week. When they we’re in high school, My Buddy tried to court My Girl, but he failed because My Girl have so many suitors other than him. My Buddy’s attention to My Girl vanished and was given to another girl. My Buddy and the other girl came into a relationship, but when it didn’t work out, they separated. Then after some months, My Buddy’s love for My Girl came back and this time, My Girl realized that he already fell in love with My Buddy. T_T .

My Buddy being in love with My Girl was not really easy for me to accept. Even before My Buddy planned to court My Girl, me wants My Girl to keep away from My Buddy. Me would hide some text messages and anything that will connect the two of them. But, until the time came, Me cannot do anything but to let the his two special persons go ahead. Anyway, Me realized that he is not even an inch of My Buddy’s character, that will make girls like My Girl fell in love with. And realizing that, My Girl will never fall for Me because he is weak and ‘torpe’. For this reasons, he let the two of them go on with their affair.

Hearing those reasons hindered My Buddy’s decision to continue courting My Girl, My Buddy realized that Me was a good friend to him, and that, he will not let go of their friendship just because of a girl.

Time passed by, My Girl started to become sad, he would stop texting some time and think of My Buddy. There are days that Me can’t see the shine of her smile. The same was happening to My Buddy; he became moody and sometimes stare at nothing and thinking of other things. His voice lowers when he speaks.

Me became bothered about the two. He became shy on talking to My Girl for Me knew that he was one of the reasons. He can’t even express himself to My Buddy because My Buddy is sad and absent-minded.

Who’s gonna be happy among me, My Girl, and My Buddy?

Who should let go among the three?

And who is willing to sacrifice and suffer?

With these questions, Me decided to be the one. Me told My Girl how much he loveD her, and how much he cares. He even told My Girl that he can’t give his care and love if she will always be sad. And now, Me is letting go of her to make her happy and see those smile from her face. When Me declared those words, a glimpse of My Girl’s smile flashed on her face. Those brightness from My Girl let Me stand on his decision even knowing that he will be hurt.

He said the same on My Buddy. He also added that, he is missing the Old bestfriend he had before. He is missing those times when My Buddy is asking for advices, sharing jokes, showing perceptions in life and mostly his loud laughs with him. Hearing these statements, My Buddy began to look and say “Thank you TOL” with a smile on his face.

Me was overwhelmed with their reactions. He realized that, Me should not be selfish. Sacrificing doesn’t always result to loneliness; it could also make anyone happier than they are expecting to be.

Time goes by, My Girl and My Buddy became happy being together. My Girl and Me became more closer and sweeter. My Buddy came back to the one Me knows best. And the happiest thing happened with these three, is that their smiles came back on their faces.



Smiles are the signs of everlasting friendship.



“Sacrificing doesn’t always result to loneliness; it could also make anyone happier than they are expecting to be.” :)



Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Broken heart at your own fault

Imagine yourself being the main character in the story:

You really love that person, but you don’t have the guts to express your love for her. You have nothing to do but just imagine how the two of you will be a family - having your children. You can't even tell her your feelings because you just don’t want to be hurt. You are afraid of rejection. You are just satisfied on loving her.

On the other hand, you have your most trusted and so-called best friend, you expect him to be there to suport you in whatever problems there will be. You treat him just like your brother - always trusting him on everything because you know that this friend is your “second you”.

You always share your feelings to your best friend, expressing how you really love the girl, you even asked for advice on what to do and on how to show your feelings for her, yet you are just there, just hoping but nothing to do.

Time passes by and everybody gets busy with your own lives. College seems to be the reason for everyone to be far from one another. You don’t hear any news from them anymore, FS, YM, and SMS are the only communications you get to stay posted about them, yet those aren’t enough because you can't see them personally.
Till one night, your bestfriend asks you, if you still love the girl you usually share to him. The girl you are in love for so long, yet you are so "torpe" to tell her. You'll say in your reply that you still dream of her with you and that you are still in love with her.

Your bestfriend will bow his head…

and suddenly he’ll just tell you sorry for everything, because your dream-girl and him are now in a mutual understanding. No one ever told you, not even your best friend.

What would you feel?


Then, he'll continue on explaining things. Things that are much of a murmur than a word because you are so angry on him.

On some point, well let's say, on ALL points, who are you to break their love affair? You can't blame both of them, because you haven't done anything about it.

But, the friend you trusted for years, who promised to help you in everything to let her know that you love her. You trusted this person, even share the things you always experience, and all, yet he’ll do this to you.. damn him!


 Are you gonna fight for your love? or just give up for your friend?

 Here's the truth to face:


...you can't do anything but to give up the love you felt for a long time and let it go as if nothing happened, just tell your “BEST? friend” to take care of her, and just let her feel the love you kept for years. Anyhow, you haven't done anything at all, so why be angry? Still the blame is in you, not in the love you kept for her neither on your bestfriend.

-wooden heart-