You really love that person, but you don’t have the guts to express your love for her. You have nothing to do but just imagine how the two of you will be a family - having your children. You can't even tell her your feelings because you just don’t want to be hurt. You are afraid of rejection. You are just satisfied on loving her.
On the other hand, you have your most trusted and so-called best friend, you expect him to be there to suport you in whatever problems there will be. You treat him just like your brother - always trusting him on everything because you know that this friend is your “second you”.
You always share your feelings to your best friend, expressing how you really love the girl, you even asked for advice on what to do and on how to show your feelings for her, yet you are just there, just hoping but nothing to do.
Time passes by and everybody gets busy with your own lives. College seems to be the reason for everyone to be far from one another. You don’t hear any news from them anymore, FS, YM, and SMS are the only communications you get to stay posted about them, yet those aren’t enough because you can't see them personally.
Till one night, your bestfriend asks you, if you still love the girl you usually share to him. The girl you are in love for so long, yet you are so "torpe" to tell her. You'll say in your reply that you still dream of her with you and that you are still in love with her.
Your bestfriend will bow his head…
and suddenly he’ll just tell you sorry for everything, because your dream-girl and him are now in a mutual understanding. No one ever told you, not even your best friend.
What would you feel?
Then, he'll continue on explaining things. Things that are much of a murmur than a word because you are so angry on him.
On some point, well let's say, on ALL points, who are you to break their love affair? You can't blame both of them, because you haven't done anything about it.
Your bestfriend will bow his head…
and suddenly he’ll just tell you sorry for everything, because your dream-girl and him are now in a mutual understanding. No one ever told you, not even your best friend.
What would you feel?
Then, he'll continue on explaining things. Things that are much of a murmur than a word because you are so angry on him.
On some point, well let's say, on ALL points, who are you to break their love affair? You can't blame both of them, because you haven't done anything about it.
But, the friend you trusted for years, who promised to help you in everything to let her know that you love her. You trusted this person, even share the things you always experience, and all, yet he’ll do this to you.. damn him!
Are you gonna fight for your love? or just give up for your friend?
Here's the truth to face:
...you can't do anything but to give up the love you felt for a long time and let it go as if nothing happened, just tell your “BEST? friend” to take care of her, and just let her feel the love you kept for years. Anyhow, you haven't done anything at all, so why be angry? Still the blame is in you, not in the love you kept for her neither on your bestfriend.
-wooden heart-
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